Trust

People have a general issue with Trust. There seems to be as many different ways that people trust as there are types of rain. There are people who trust, don't trust, trust only certain people, trust any one, trust no one what so ever, trust conditionally and more than that.

Then there is Trust in God. With just as many different ways that people trust Him. I am just now trying to trust more in Him and make my trust more than it has been. I have the kind of trust that says as long as things are going well I trust you and when they change I want to complain, pray more and try to find ways to make things better, at least what is within my power to change.

I can trust some people sometimes. I don't trust some people at all. I even have the occurrence that I trust some people completely. Like my family. But trust is a hard thing to come by. I trust GOD when things are going well. I trust Him to be there and listen when I pray. Even when I am less than desirable to be around. Yes I have moments like that where I am not the most pleasant person to be around. Even spiritually unpleasant to be with by GOD's standards. Yet I do trust that He is loving me each and every day. He is there listen and caring for me each and every day. Yet I do not completely trust Him to control areas of my life. It is difficult to do that when you want control of your very life. There are many times in my life that I do not do what I should, I do what I want. Which is not the best way to live. Many people can be hurt by that mentality.

So I want to live as I should, not as I want. I want to be trusting, but still cautious. I don't want to blindly trust to the point of endangering myself or others. I also do not want to be pessimist and live like everyone is out to get me at every turn. So I will aspire to Trust! Trust in God as my Guide. Trust the unseen to Trust the seen. That will be my goal. To Trust more in God.